MOVEMENT!

SOOOOOOOO I SAY GOOD BYE TO XANGA AND HELLO TO BLOGGER. I think it's just time for a change so check it out, sneak a peek, whatevs. I'll be blogging A LOT on there so refresh that shit like a myspace addict.

RAIN. RAIN.

Sitting here just listening to the rain makes studying a lot easier. Although it adds noise, I find it peaceful, kind of serene, because nature intended for you to hear it. All I want to do is relax in bed and sleep, but I have to keep telling myself that this paper wont write itself. So I'm here on xanga, writing more lines of words, some making sense, some sounding like a page from the eternal sunshine on the spotless mind. But it's the ideas, thoughts, words inside my head that got me really thinking about the overall feeling of 2007. Even though we are currently not finished with the year, I can't help but think how much I hated this year so far. Another year older, another year pulling away from my once youthful 21 freshness. I hate it! I never want to get old. Sounds childish, I know, but you were thinking it too once, don't lie. But i really do feel that with age comes wisdom and this year it really kicked in. I learned how family problems never go away, they just get buried, only to resurface another day. I learned that friends can be your best companions, but can also be your worst enemies. I learned that things are not "okay", even though you tell people that. I learned that love doesn't exist, but merely a word to describe the connection between affection and commitment. But more importantly, I learned to be optimistic. Your family, friends, work, school, or lovers might not be perfect, but you still have them. And that's better than not having any. Right? HAHA. O geez, did that make sense? (reads sentence over again). Well, you get what I mean. I really just want to start 2008 fresh and put every little negative thing behind. You know, like that morning after the rain feeling.

PRELUDE

I'm getting too old to be going to dance competitions. I remember being that young and thinking you can dance forever. I also remember going to these things and seeing familiar faces, now its all new people and I'll see a few heads and go like "where the fuck is so and so?" I also can't yell anymore, I almost lost my voice trying to yell "work it". haha. lameeee. i hate cold weather. But at least you have a reason to wear that jacket. OH AND where the hell are these kiddies shopping at? And where did they get all that money? Back in my days you went shopping with the parentals like 4 times a year, not including SALE days, and you bought clothes from whatever store they went in. So you were stuck with the same clothes for like 3 months, or until another sale came along. Damn rich brats. BUT at least one positive note: the future is going to be filled with people that can dance AND look good too. you GO kiddies, stay addicted to dancing, not drugs. woot.

i love sales!

 So I thought I missed out on some good sales from this past weekend. I really wanted to go to the Obey Sale and I was hella pissed i missed the Paul Frank Warehouse Sale....BUT OMG the SALE GODS took pity on me and decided to give me one more chance:

GET YO CASH OUT PEOPLE. AND GET THERE EARLY. I HATE WAITING IN LINES. LET'S GO. I'LL DRIVE, I STILL HAVE MY RENTAL. HAHA.

WTF. OMG. SRLY???

 DUDE I WAS TOTALLY CLOSE TO FINISHING UP A TOTALLY AWESOME ENTRY. LIKE TOTALLY IN YO FACE DRAMA SHIT DETAILS AND MORE. BUT MY COMPUTER FROZE AND I HAD TO RESTART! WTF. RIGHT.

THAT MEANS I HAVE TO GET A LAPTOP. AND I WANT TO SWITCH TO APPLE. THEN WE CAN TAKE THOSE CLICHE MAC PICS THAT PEOPLE PUT ON THEIR MYSPACE. NOTE TO SELF: MAC PICTURES THAT MAKE YOUR LIPS REAL FAT AND YOUR FOREHEAD READ SMALL ADDS TO A REALLY SEXY MYSPACE PICTURE. OR NOT.

IN THE ENTRY PRE-STUPID-COMPUTER-DRAMA-SHIT, I HAD STARTED WRITING ABOUT HOW I ALWAYS BLOG WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING BAD GOING ON IN MY LIFE. LIKE HOW NOTHING POSITIVE EVER COMES OUT OF MY WRITING. OR HOW I ALWAYS START MY ENTRIES WITH SOME WHINING AND A LITTLE BIT OF *SIGH*'S HERE AND THERE. I REALLY WANT TO HAVE A "GOOD" DAY ENTRY...BUT UNFORTUNATELY YA'LL WILL HAVE TO READ THAT ANOTHER DAY.

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE CAPS? I THINK IT CONVEYS MY FRUSTRATION. EVEN THOUGH YOU CAN'T SEE MY UNHAPPY FACE. PLUS FOR AN OLD GEEZER LIKE ME I NEED ALL THE EXTRA HELP IN TEXT THAT I CAN GET. WHERE'S MY CENTRUM VITAMINS. HOLLER.

CAR ACCIDENT: MY DODGE NEON BECOMES JUNK, PERSON WHO HIT MY CAR HAD A TACOMA, DRIVING AN '08 NISSAN ALTIMA HYBRID AS RENTAL, LOOKING TO BUY A NEW TC, CIVIC, OR SOME OTHER RICE ROCKET.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST. THE DRAMA. WHICH BY NOW SEEMS REALLY TIRESOME. BUT THAT'S MAINLY BECAUSE THIS IS MY SECOND TIME WRITING ABOUT IT. LONG STORY SHORT: THEY WERE SHADY BLAH BLAH BLAH, I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DID THAT YADA YADA YADA, THEY DESERVE TO BE HATED ON...ETC ETC.  I THINK THE ONLY THING I CAN DO NOW IS TO FORGIVE AND FORGET. SO I WANNA FORGIVE YOU, AND I WANNA FORGET YOU.

(AND YES, TEAM LC STILL ROCKS)

JUST IN CASE YOU ARE PART OF THAT SMALL PERCENTAGE OF THE WORLD THAT DOES NOT KNOW I AM NOW ON A SIDEKICK...HERE IS YOUR MEMO:

TEXT ME, EMAIL ME, CHAT ME, BUT DON'T CALL ME, I'M LOW ON MINUTES.

PEACE!

- MARCXIOUS

PS: FEED THE BEAST! COMING SOON!